CLOSING JOURNAL {public version} [22 Jan 2005|03:47pm] It has been since two thousand one, it’s now two thousand five and it has been too long. I’m leaving this behind and starting new. If anyone would like to follow...just whistle and sign your name away. Also, I’ll be screening the comments to this post for a couple good reasons. Actually, it would also be very helpful if you guys would tell me how you found this journal and I’ll add or let you have my url from that. Till then. -that Connie x

Guess what I'll get to have next week? [22 Jan 2005|03:07pm] 23 spanks. 22 was it. The only thing so awesome about being another year older is…hanky panky spanky time. Who cares about what you’ve gained from life last year or what new wisdom you now have…it’s all about hanky panky spanky time. Oh, did I mention that I'm in love? I've been there for 3 years and...8 days. It's a beautiful place to be in. Portrait and pillows. There are just no good enough substitutions He's here and I want him there I can't wait to touch him. Yes, I still miss him all the time. x

[22 Jan 2005|02:57pm] For as long as I can remember, I would always brag and talk about my little munchkins. During the last few years I spoke a lot about my brothers. There were always stories to share because they would always say the darndest things. They all made me smile. Well…I don't know John anymore. He has become a stranger to me. I would try hard to recognize him, but he hid his soul so well. I remember how I would always half-jokingly plead with James not to grow or to just take his time. Well...his hands are much bigger and his hugs are much looser. I'm sad. I can't wait for them to return. They will someday you know? They’ll gradually find pieces of themselves and collect themselves back together again. Then, I’ll recognize them again, all of them and their rediscovered selves. And then there’s Marian, she would be a whole new entry. I can’t wait to tell you guys about the girl I wished I was like when I was her age. She amazes me. Courtney and Regina, they play sisters real well and are my greatest friends. My mommy and daddy…I still just want so badly to make it all happen for them. Time won’t let me win, and keeps taking away colors from their hair and eyes. I’m trying to hurry. x

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